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Sunday, March 05, 2006

hmm havent updated in a longlong time
mainly its coz ive been real busy these few weeks
piles of hw waitin for me to touch but nvr did
and the vip stuff to do
alot of things have happened in the past few weeks

firstly i would like to say for the two contact sessions i had for vip
i muz say i learnt a few things from it
shirley maam is a great person tt ive learnt sth from
shes not afraid to voice out her opinions
shes assertive yet not unreasonable
shes very gd at ratiionalisin her arguements
her response and reaction time is very fast
and many many more to come
i look at her and i find a kind of encouragement
where it helps me to be more confident of myself
the way i wanna present myself to others

the past few weeks have been really great with 1T1o
havent studied for the past 8 weeks after orientation1
i muz really catch up in my work durin the one wk march hols
ive had alot of fun with 1T1o
i wanna thank esp foxy rose and jas for the fun times we had tgt
of coz not forgettin also the rest of 1T1o and others in cj that were part of my life for the past 8wks
had my first ice skatin experience with them after havin been on this planet for 17yrs
the pool and everythin else
i really hope that the cls remains the same after orientation2
ill miss each and everyone of the teeteners
1T1o has been really special
and ill miss those leavin cj alot
i love them all
i have like more den 200pics in my camera of the first three mnths waitin to be uploaded!ahhh

hmm last thurs met up with my darlinngs with sonn's performance
david came along with us
i really miss them
it was sucha wonderful night
juz the 9 of us agn havin our xiao long baos!
the past 2wks has been really hard
sometimes i juz miss ij and the 9 of them so damn muchh
i miss the recesses we had tgt,the hotel stays and everythin else
and suddenly i juz felt estranged from T1o
mayb its juz me but i cant help the feelin inside me
i feel so lost sometimes and alone.
vip makes it worse
and bein hostile towards him makes me really sad inside
but i noe its a right decision
its all these lil things tt's been weighin me down
nw tt orientation2 has arrived,i hope it would lift tt heavy weight in me
i hate jc life nw i juz wanna go back to bein a small kid agn
stayin in cj tho is an advantage i guess
at least there's still bev there for me
there's juz too many things to blog about but im gonna end off here.

tag replies:
christy: xpxp
sandra:yes hii mrs tan oops
jo: haha i noe u miss me
kel: u too!hugg--
weiyun: i cant wait for our outin to come ok my dear gal
jas: lalee loves u
pam: rahhh anyhow call u idiot
yuanhao: yep i will hang in there. duno wad department should i join
sondra: k dear
jessie: im so happy ure comin over to cj jessie!
petrina: yep see u
claire: ahhhhh x)
kann: haha see i updated!juz for u!haha

laleeee ;
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